Oh god Im such a mess up!

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Im going to sound like a total douche....... but I seem to have lost my to do list! I am so annoyed with myself! I've had a stressful few days,,, This is so hard for me but I need to tell you guys why I haven't been here a lot recently. I am currently going back and forth from the doctors because I am suffering with serious anxiety attacks, the last few days have been horrible! I still don't feel normal...I hope you all understand! anyways If it's not to much to ask I was wondering if I owe you guys anything could you tell me so I can make a new to do list,,,I am so sorry for this! I have so much stuff way overdue! and all I can concentrate on is myself, I feel like such a jerk! I am so sorry!! I have yet to upload the things I done whilst I was on holiday but I promise to have at least some of it up this week as my scanner seems to have sorted it self out! and on top of all this my computer keeps freezing and deleting stuff I haven't saved! grrr... why does my life suck so much!! I am so sorry to be so depressing! I hope I haven't upset anyone! 
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Neurotic-Idealist's avatar
Don't you dare go beating yourself up. As somebody who suffers from anxiety attacks, I know that it's not at all pleasant, and stressing yourself out won't do any good. (Kind of hypocritical coming from me, I know...) If anybody is upset or annoyed about this, the quite frankly they don't deserve to know you and your amazing artwork. You're one of the loveliest people I know, and you know I've been here for you from day one, so if you need to talk we can. :huggle:
As for stuff you might owe me, I can only think of a couple of contest prizes, but I don't remember what they were... I'll see if I can find out and get back to you.